I don’t think anyone understands how it feels to fall for someone until they actually do. The amount of times I have heard ‘I know what it feels like’ and they have no fucking clue is countless. I personally think falling for ‘him’ was one of the scariest things that ever happened to me. Falling for him was easy, but being so dependent on someone is hard for me. It’s the sinking feeling in your heart when something fucks up or when you’re laying alone missing them and you only saw them a week ago. All these small things that didn’t even cross my mind before him, and now, they’re a regular occurrence.